Every day I feel like im growing closer
Closer to things that are vital…to me.
Closer to understanding
I decided to surrender…And I started praying a little bit more.
I started asking for and understanding the things that I needed.
I feel like I’ve never been able to ask for something that I NEEDED and not have a doubt that I wouldn’t get it because…
I felt like I asked the right person.
And it’s a different feeling…Not like maybe they will or maybe they won’t…Depends on how they feel today. (you know how people are. you know how you are.)
Surrender to whatever comes, comes, whatever goes goes…and i’m okay with that because this is all apart of the process of what’s in store.
Let me not stay in any relationship longer that I need to. Relationships with jobs, family members, friends…people.
Give me the courage.
Permit me wisdom.
Enfold in me so that I can pour into others.
Establish in me perpetual forgiveness…I know they don’t know what they’re doing because I don’t either. And we are all more alike than we’d ever like to admit….And I think maybe that’s what we are afraid of…so we might be in denial…